Boredom...

As much as I know about humanity, I am still somewhat perplexed by boredom.  I really don't understand it or the power it wields.  I mean think about it.  With all the technology one has at their disposal, you would think that could be used to keep one at least entertained but no, it still isn't enough.  As a child, I would push myself to remain still.  I would just sit.  Wherever my mind went is where I would go with the only exception being what I like to consider "dark thought".  These days, I just brush up on current events or get into studying different subjects.  How boredom can become a trigger to a depressed state in a developed mind is truly beyond "sense".

"So what are you saying?  You don't like to go out?"

That is not what I'm saying at all nor am I encouraging anyone to become a homebody.  When I go out, it's because I feel like it.  For a simple "just because" or for something specific but I am not one to allow myself to be ruled by some wretched thing named boredom telling me that if I don't do as it says, it will turn my mood to shit.  Folks, you will find out in time that almost every emotion's power over your mind is based solely on how much power you allow it weild.

"So I'm wrong for wanting to go out?"

No one said anything about right or wrong but I will say that if NOT "doing" is affecting you in a negative way, then it's not healthy.  See I've known children to "get bored" due to an underdeveloped mind but adults?  I'm not making judgement calls or anything of the sort.  All I'm saying is that you all need to check that shit.  Never allow anything to turn your mood.  Never allow anything that kind of control over you and because I'm mainly speaking to friends I know to be strong...use that strength for focus.  You wanna go out and do things?  Go ahead and enjoy.  Just make sure it's because you want to as opposed to needing to as it can become a crutch replacing your self control just like anything else.  Stay hip my people...much love

~Moses