Death Without Reason....

I know a man that sacrificed alot for his family and for love.  He put his life on hold to be able to see others he cared about progress first.  He had many chances to leave and make money but he didnt fly as he wanted to as he was needed home by his family.  You would think such an individual would want his due right?  Appreciation maybe?  No...he found that too much to ask so he settled for wanting the respect he deserved and if that was not possible then at least to be left in peace.  If I told you about the concrete floor he's trying to sleep on now you wouldn't believe it.  Something died inside tonight...died.  All to prove a point that will fall as dead as he feels inside right now.  Maybe he was wrong in doing as he did.  Maybe he trusted too much or loved too much.  Maybe its just time he left all those behind as easily as they tossed him aside...over a piece of fuckin cloth.  If the devil had an illegal punch he could throw...it was thrown last night using the very hands he trusted most in this fucked up world.  Hands he mistakenly thought strong enough and wise enough to fight off their use.  He never saw how they could push him to rage.  He never knew they could be used like this.  In all his years, if there was one occurance that had the lethality to kill the best in him...this was it.  Never again...never again...

He knows now that sweet needs to be judged deeper and all things love need to be put on hold.  If ice is the element of the hour then their will be none colder.  Whatever he has left is important to him alone and as such he will guard it with everything he has...from everthing and everyone.