Silly Folk...

There are some people that completely act on instinct.  They really don't see the shitstorm that follows their word or deed until they get too tired to continue.  By then, alot of damage is done.  I once penned a drunk email to someone that I could never take back but prayed to God that I could the next morning.  Her response to me was "OK, well now I know how you really feel".  The reality was that there was truth in that email but there was also a reckless, uncalled-for hate.  It did not represent my true feelings and it did so much irreparable damage that I hated myself for it.  It's very important to understand that on instinct, most responses are knee jerk.  They are reflexive and indiscriminate.  The reflex meant for only one thing; to hurt the opposing force.  Your bullshit becomes intermingled with sense and both are taken to heart.  On every occasion where there is need to simmer, you are always given the opportunity.  Some people just keep pushing.  Then they wonder why voices are raised.  I'm starting to get numb...and I don't know if that's a good thing.

Please remember people; every one of these moments chip away at something.  Sometimes you can get it back but most times...it's just too damn much...

~Apollo