I have oftentimes glamorized loss because of the pain's ability to shed true light on what these people meant to us. An uncalled for slap across the face was enough to understand that it was time, at least for now...to back away. Never an easy thing but this one was truly hard on me. I find some solace in being able to vomit that tired old cliche "I guess it's all for the best". She will find someone that is better suited to her needs. That won't have my issues or circumstances. Someone she will not be afraid of getting close to. Someone that can touch her. In time, she'll come to forget me or maybe even come to hate me but as far as I'm concerned...I have no regrets...
I will endure...just limping for awhile is all. I am blessed to have known her for as long as I did and yes...to have loved her for as long as I did. So I pray God bless her with the best in all things great and small. Who is she? She was my "pretty" and that's all you need to know.
Sadder than one can comprehend but as in all things...it'll pass.
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