On the way to "stability"...
I found it chaotic. I found it dangerous without set paths. I found it a place where love and heartbreak are standard. I found it "insane" where I thought insanity could not reside and I found out that "stability" needs "instability" to even sustain itself for a man of passion.
The one thing that brings me comfort..."I found it".
Stability is not based on your circumstance or environment. It is based on your state of mind throughout the good and the bad that comes your way. You will have moments where you "buckle" under pressure. Moments where you drink yourself silly and even moments where you muster the God-given strength to say "F*ck this!!!" This never determines your level of strength. It only determines your level of humanity.
This is life. Full of "unexpecteds". So I keep this in mind; We won't always struggle. We won't always have to say goodbye and we won't always feel the need to give power to those things that torment us. If we truly live...we will face it all and the more we face the stronger we get. Sh*t...I'm f*cking Superman.
Funny thing happened on the way to "stability". I found it unstable...
I found it chaotic. I found it dangerous without set paths. I found it a place where love and heartbreak are standard. I found it "insane" where I thought insanity could not reside and I found out that "stability" needs "instability" to even sustain itself for a man of passion.
The one thing that brings me comfort..."I found it".
Stability is not based on your circumstance or environment. It is based on your state of mind throughout the good and the bad that comes your way. You will have moments where you "buckle" under pressure. Moments where you drink yourself silly and even moments where you muster the God-given strength to say "F*ck this!!!" This never determines your level of strength. It only determines your level of humanity.
This is life. Full of "unexpecteds". So I keep this in mind; We won't always struggle. We won't always have to say goodbye and we won't always feel the need to give power to those things that torment us. If we truly live...we will face it all and the more we face the stronger we get. Sh*t...I'm f*cking Superman.
Funny thing happened on the way to "stability". I found it unstable...
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