About tonight...
Sometimes you watch a movie and wish your life was as exciting as that. With intrigue and suspense...a great f*ckin ride. You see these cats with guns and stolen merchandise. You see them racing cool cars and always staying one step ahead of the law. It's bullsh*t. You see, when things are actually like that, you need to take sleeping pills to sleep at night. You need to drink to forget that any moment you could be f*cked and you need to do your best to never lose the real man that you are. The one that would never take such a role.
Sometimes those are the only parts offered...and sometimes you find yourself really good at it...
The only good moment happened outside a Starbucks's bathroom :-) Yet after all was said and done, I sat at a bar and tried my best to remain entertained...I failed. I remembered something. What it was like to come home with someone you love. What it was like to just sit and watch a movie or a show after the popcorn or entenman's cake was ready. What it was like to just "be" with them. With strangers to choose from at a bar, I couldn't seem to shut that off no matter how hard I tried. It's time to get ready...I have to be moving on soon. My book is ready but one thing remains. After that, I'm done...
Good night
Sometimes you watch a movie and wish your life was as exciting as that. With intrigue and suspense...a great f*ckin ride. You see these cats with guns and stolen merchandise. You see them racing cool cars and always staying one step ahead of the law. It's bullsh*t. You see, when things are actually like that, you need to take sleeping pills to sleep at night. You need to drink to forget that any moment you could be f*cked and you need to do your best to never lose the real man that you are. The one that would never take such a role.
Sometimes those are the only parts offered...and sometimes you find yourself really good at it...
The only good moment happened outside a Starbucks's bathroom :-) Yet after all was said and done, I sat at a bar and tried my best to remain entertained...I failed. I remembered something. What it was like to come home with someone you love. What it was like to just sit and watch a movie or a show after the popcorn or entenman's cake was ready. What it was like to just "be" with them. With strangers to choose from at a bar, I couldn't seem to shut that off no matter how hard I tried. It's time to get ready...I have to be moving on soon. My book is ready but one thing remains. After that, I'm done...
Good night
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