Yeah...one got me about a month back...stayed up with me. In one scene, someone I care for asked me to watch over her kids while she was on a trip and we wound up bonding. Her kids, with me and mine. In the dream, I woke up to see them sitting at what was presumably my table and my oldest was feeding her youngest. I also had one on one time with both her oldest as they each needed advice on some things. It was odd but cool. When she came back, I told her all that happened and she was visibly upset that such a thing would take place. Why? Because I was a transient love in her life..."mommy's friend". A role I was more than fine with but what was I supposed to do? Ignore them? Hey!! I'm a very cool, likable individual!!! lol
What was also strange about it all was that I honestly thought that was "over" but it most definitely was not...complications (way less than before) and all. I can tell my lifestyle will be an ever increasing episodic moment to moment kind of thing...I'm cool with that but will everyone else be just as cool with it? Maybe not, no idea and I honestly can't bring myself to care as much as I used to. I spell it out clear from jump you dig? Love and honor demand it. It deters many but if they leave on the truth of things then it was not meant to be. "No mask"...remember? Anyway, I saw the timetable on this one and everything...cool stuff.
What is time but a construct "finite" beings can use to quantify their existence. Look above it as an infinite being and what can you see? Infinite possibilities that change based on choice and outside that construct? Blocks of...oh damn you'all ain't ready for that yet lol
~moses apollo
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