"...one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do..."
I have always said that real growth and change cannot come lest it come from within. Can it be inspired by another?...yes. Yet it must be for one's own sake and not to please another. My last big change came under the pressure of pleasing someone I loved. I did all I could rushing to create an atmosphere where we could be given a chance at a real future. A real future that ultimately lasted about a year. So I stand today without regret or bitterness...just a lesson learned.
Instead of creating an atmosphere for another, I will create one for myself without pressure or fear. When I am done, I will know that if I ask another to join me...they will be sharing in as yet another piece of me. There is always a pretty method to my pretty madness lol
Yeah, it can be kind of lonely but at the end of the day...it's all mine to do with as I please. Besides, the lonely seldom ever have to be "alone". At least in my case anyway...I'm out
~Moses Apollo
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