Sometimes...

"to ever dream without it's life...is to die slow in confined delusional bliss"

...you purposely set things out of your reach because you see them special.

...your reasoning goes unseen and/or even mocked.

...people forget that keeping things out of reach is a choice of one doing his best to stay honorable as opposed to someone unable to reach for and take almost anything he wants.

...you accept the fact that what was out of reach may remain that way for quite some time (or even in perpetuity) and you fix your mind to live in the moment that is before you without trepidation.

...you accept the fact that love will remain but life must go on as it does for all those around you.

...you start trusting your own strength and honor to keep things "right"
...you realize that all you have inside is not for you alone but was created to breathe and live in fertile grounds apt to receive all that you are.in fullness

...a bit of "yes" here and there won't do no harm.

I give thanks to my to my brother for reminding me of these things.  I'm good...and I'm about to get much better...

my happy middle ;-)
"L’amour est l’emblème de l’éternité, il confond toute la notion de temps, efface toute la mémoire d’un commencement, toute la crainte d’une extrémité."

~Moses Apollo Apolinaris