People...

Oh how one day great day can precede one so shitty!!!  Oh how you could laud someone with great accolade only for that same person to treat you like shit the very next day.  Another day, another argument based on a question that needed the receiver to look at themselves.  Discussions that turn into arguments because of fucked up pride.  When logical arguments can no longer be offered, name calling takes place and what they hate about you is brought to light in the ugliest of terms.  So it seems as though they only want the bits and pieces of you that they deem "good for them".  They want your body but not your heart.  They want your mind but not your body.  In this particular case, they love that you care as much as you do but hate the way you show it.  It's fucking hysterical when you think about it.  Those that want it all get pissed because I only give what I can.  Those that get it all...it's too much.  Fuck it then...

So if they love that you care as much as you do but don't like the way you show care or concern?  My only solution is stop caring altogether.  I'm just so fuckin tired...

I'm just so fuckin wonderful right?  Wise?  Beautiful too...yeah I get that one but all that shit goes out the window the second I refuse to appease your sensibilities and needs.  Which begs the question...how real are all those accolades anyway? LMFAO

Rant done...