Purposely Untitled...

"I'm here to help you notice the rainbow..."

There are some people in this world that I have come to know so well that most things I would find disagreeable in others, in them I give the "awe shucks" treatment.  I mean I know people that have done seriously messed up things that I still give the time of day to.  They just respect me enough not to do the same to me.  I just know them.  We could have a knock down drag out fight, be mad and still find something to laugh about.  These are the folks that never leave and they just know that no matter how far I go, I'm never too far away.

Look, folks come and go in and out of our lives if you have a built in revolving door.  Sometimes it's because you're a store that gives away a service.  Other times, it's because you're a shelter from the storm and then there are those that trust your heart enough as a friend and/or lover to know you'll allow them to live their lives without you taking actionable offense at their absence.  The latter is the best kind to have because they take from you only what you are able to give as you are able to give it but to get them to trust your heart takes evidence.  An evidence shown instinctively by you at all levels.  If that's really you, you don't even try to prove it because that's what you are.

I have lived a pretty full life so there is little left for me to explore externally but I have many that need to explore things for themselves and I cannot begrudge them that nor stand in the way...especially if claim to love them.  Sometimes it can hurt but if I'm as intellectually honest as I say I am, then the hurt must be put aside for what's best for them.  Let them fly, watch them soar and just be there if a wing is clipped or the flight cuts short.  I've said it many times...true love is self-less. Anybody can mouth the words "I love you" but proof is not in the flowers, dates or moonlit walks. Those can be mimicked.  What cannot be mimicked my beautiful pretty souls...is sacrifice.  I'm out

~Moses

PS:  I was once threatened on Facebook by a small African woman warning me that I should like her pics or she would stab me with a serrated butter knife.  I liked the hell out them pics!!! What does this have to do with anything I just wrote? Absolutely nothing ;-)