"Finally..."
We all have roads we choose to travail. Where we meet our destination with disappointment when we find out that what we were expecting doesn't materialize. I've gone up many roads to my designated spot expecting to find someone there only to turn back when they weren't. It's nothing new for me.
It takes trust for that but trust wears thin when it happens one too many times. So then?...
My roads now take me to the halfway points of a measured goal. These cannot disappoint. They pass or fail at my own hand. They are mine and no one else's. If I get there and find I was wrong then the only disappointment is on me. That other shit sucks and leaves you with unanswered questions. Thoughts that years could never silence. Hurt that you couldn't foresee. Every time I'm unsure about a thing, I focus on my road and leave some wiggle room for a pleasant surprise...
And then I'm fine again...
~Apollo
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