I am drunk. I'm not even speaking metaphorically...I am piss drunk right now. Why?
My time gets shorter in this life I've known for the past two years and I am fully aware of all that really means. We always think the grass is greener on the other side but the truth is...it's all just grass. Every road has it's own potholes and every direction you take towards fulfillment is difficult. The people and things you have to say goodbye to with every transition is literally heartbreaking at times but looking at the bigger picture, you think all will be ok in the long run. You pray these decisions will finally bring you and all those around you peace of mind. You pray these roads make you a better man. You pray to God that you learn the new "rules of the road" quickly and that you don't fail to do all you said you would.
That nifty new job with the hefty pay raise helps but it doesn't do it. The car, the clothes, the parties...all sh*t that serves as a diversion from the bigger issue...you.
I am not drunk this early without reason. I'm just really hoping that my decisions are right. If not? F*ck it...
The point in life is to live it without fear. Learn from our past, and not make the same mistakes. Yet, not to let out past hold us back. Make decisions that will bring you peace in the present. Don't let the future or the past hold you back. For out reality, is Now! Do what is true to your heart, mind, and soul. Pray, and look deep inside of you and you will make the right decisions. Love yourself first, and all will fall into place. Don't let other things, people or situations get in the way of your peace. Te amo para siempre. Wishing you your peace always.
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