Caretta Mae AKA Misha

"...a veces soy tuyo y a veces del viento"



This kitty has been my companion for over a year.  She is the cutest thing.  I'm giving her away tomorrow.

Why is this a topic worth mentioning on my blog?  Well I guess it's what it says about me that worries me the most.  I can keep her but I just don't like her.  Her personality sucks.  She likes getting fed but God forbid you try to pick her up.  Every morning she looks for my hand to pet her and if I don't she gives me her back.  She is not affectionate at all and she sheds like mad.  She's like wallpaper that you have to clean everyday and it's a reminder of sh*t I no longer want.  I got her when I thought I would be creating permanent roots here at home.  Now that I'm getting ready to sail again the point is mute.  I feel as though I could lose it all and not give a sh*t so long as my family is OK. 

I've done the roots thing and I thought to recreate it again two years ago.  That didn't work.  Yet I'm never one to throw the baby out with the bathwater.  I will do my best to create something different.  Something of a two world scenario.  If I can succeed at this, then maybe I have a chance at something of a life outside of sailing.  There are many people my age that have never had a chance at forever.  I did and it was good.  Now I guess I will just be what I will be...whatever that will mean.