Friday, April 22, 2011

Damn well...

Imagine for a moment that you see yourself standing in an empty room.  You're all alone and in comes someone from your past.  Someone that has seen you in a terrible state.  Turns out you two guys did something you would rather no one else knew about...something you said you were ashamed of.  You guys reminisce and all you could do is thank God its only him since you guys were alone when it happened.  Knock two at the door...here comes another one.  Same conditions, same circumstance, same incident yet different person and time.  Your stomach starts to turn because these moments were all moments you wish you could take back.  Moments you and this other person hold as isolated incidents that were "mistakes".  Knock, knock, knock...here they all come in.  One after the other.  Each one holding an "isolated incident" in his mind that no one is supposed to know about except you two.  They pile on in and you are shitting bricks because you are not supposed to be the person of "the isolated incident".  You are viewed differently by the masses.  Those were "mistakes" that should not have happened yet you start to realize they happened way too many times to call them "mistakes" or errors in judgement.  You realize now you have or "had" a problem...a big one.  Something led you to believe it was ok to make this many "mistakes" and now you carry them as shame to everyone but the person it was done with.  When you and this other person talk "it was fun" but share that with everyone else and tell me what they think.  How would they view you then?  All they have to do is talk and everyone will come to realize that these incidents may not be so random and the secret you guys share is in fact shared by everyone in that room.  You are about to pick up what's called..."a bad reputation".  Everyone in that room has seen a side of you that no one should've seen...or at least not this many.  Get the picture?

Now imagine for a moment that instead of these pop-ins being accidental...imagine yourself actually inviting them all to the same place you will be staying.  Ask yourself why the f**k would anyone want to do such a stupid thing?!?!  Especially since these incidents were shameful in nature...why then?  I have NO F**KING CLUE but I just realized someone has been doing this on their facebook and I really don't know what to make of it.  Maybe they get a kick out of it?  I just don't get it.

Anyway...

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