Why the date and time drama in the subject? Well that's because for the past few days I've had this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and it seems that tonight it's coming to a head.
Hidden in plain sight are these words;
I hate being able to feel and sense issues when they are occuring with those that at one time or another, shared a heartbeat with me. Family, friends, lovers...
I hate it when people do things out of frustration or anger...shows lack of maturity and self control.
I hate being right when I peg someone as too weak to do this or that. It just means that "weakness" limits how far I can go with them. Sometimes and sadly...nowhere at all.
There is a part of me that will carry this for the rest of my life but I will not be a fool. Whether it be in life or in love. It's frustrating to say the least when you can no longer do anything to help because doing so places you in the office of the "fool"...no more. No one will understand this post but me lol So yeah, right now...ugh.
Hidden in plain sight are these words;
I hate being able to feel and sense issues when they are occuring with those that at one time or another, shared a heartbeat with me. Family, friends, lovers...
I hate it when people do things out of frustration or anger...shows lack of maturity and self control.
I hate being right when I peg someone as too weak to do this or that. It just means that "weakness" limits how far I can go with them. Sometimes and sadly...nowhere at all.
There is a part of me that will carry this for the rest of my life but I will not be a fool. Whether it be in life or in love. It's frustrating to say the least when you can no longer do anything to help because doing so places you in the office of the "fool"...no more. No one will understand this post but me lol So yeah, right now...ugh.
I understand, for sure.
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